I think it was the first time I realized that I can change the world

Or at least change the way you and my sister hit the clock on every tick just to see what happened

The time has really flown by I guess, and it's hard to think of the way it might've been or remember very specifically the words and all the rest of it

I was down, more than I wanted to be probably

That is what we do with it all together

Like the orange trees in the backyard, and it's Easter, and it just won't end

Fucking Phil, he's off with his boys somewhere, and I'm just sitting here getting more and more lost with everything

That's the thing about it, it's not as if a cousin promised something and taken it away

It was like nobody could share my so-called dreams, which really meant none of it is happening

And that reach around midnight left her with just about that, nothing

There's not anything particular about it either, and I think the whole thing gets vaguer every second

But I am too and there's nothing wrong with that

It's even funny when you stop to realize I'm just nineteen, and how serious can anything be anyway?

Not very