This is what you wanted

So I'm gonna give it to you

I'm gonna miss you

But I can't see through

This foggy daydream

Is clouding up my eyes

Can't wait to see you

You'll look so pretty in the sky

I wanna feel alive

But I'm so terrified

I wanna feel alive

But I'm so

Everything hurts me

But its not your fault

Its just overwhelming

To have any thoughts at all

Always feel something

Let that fear run your life

Can't wait to be here

Because right now I'm barely alive

I wanna feel alive

But I'm so terrified

I wanna feel alive

Can we just stay here

For a second or two

Cause I'm so scared

Of losing you

I feel so foggy

But you feel so warm

Can't wait to see you

Cause right now, I'm heading for the door